My 妈妈 (māma) worries my slow bulging way of

swallowing begun by guiltily having double cups 

of coffee; yet she moves coffee bean 

mogshades closer to me, resetting a rust-crested 

hourglass to pass undigested habits.

If I was given anything it was boiled eggs and burnt peanuts and 

a strawberry-like keratosis condition—

like a fool, I say nothing both she and the ailing whims

can hear owing paranoia of welfare, but

妈妈的 (māma’s) criticism runs with thorn-proof leather gloves, 

inky pores brushing pea-drenched verdant undertones.

Her shoulders rest on a brief shine of

instinct to always give out the last seeded, ripe fruits.

妈妈的 (māma’s) criticism runs with hour-long shelf studies

at local supermarkets to find mold or 

swirly creases on nectarines,

and I tell her to be patient, but it’s gloaming out

and she orders double spoons to taste 

test another life.

 

Artwork by: Aurel Naray