A passenger in the row behind calls me a bitch 

for reclining my chair on our eleven-hour flight.

 

My daughter holds her teddy bear to her chest,

looks to every other reclined seat in the cabin

 

wondering what I have done wrong. 

I lounge as if I have not heard his insult

 

into an execution of how long I can pretend 

to be comfortable. You should upgrade to first class 

 

if you don’t like it, is what I imagine I could have said 

while in line at the post office or shampooing my hair. 

 

A recurring daydream, where I chuck pistachio shells 

over my headrest, knock the fresh whiskey 

 

off his tray table. I do anything but curl 

into myself, stare out at the plane’s wing. 

 

My daughter peeping between the small gap 

in the chairs as the attendant tucks him in 

 

with a complimentary blanket, 

wishes him a pleasant flight. 

 

Photography by: Ramy Kabalan on Unsplash